It's TOTALLY true

You know me, I
am so irresisitible
You know me, I
cannot keep the ladies back

You know me, I
aalways watch my words
I'm not sarcastic or sadistic
Or anything so absurd

I'm just a normal man
A normal life with normal plans
But I so damn sexy
No one can resist me

4 in the morning

Me at 4 in the morning.

Homesick
and loveless
Heartbroken
Body swollen
But my mind's at ease
I've taken all the medication I need

I'm lost
Without thought
An echo
Of what I'm shown
But my mind's at ease
I've taken all the medication I need

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Scattering of the squirrells as I rummage through the forest
losing their treasure troves
But my mind can't be swayed, I've no moments to delay
I need to get where I'm goin'
I need to get where I'm goin'

But the commotion of the vermin, as I make up the trees
is quickly consumed by the squaks of the crows
But my mind can't be swayed, I've no moments to delay
I need to get where I'm goin'
I need to get where I'm goin'

And though they may not make it to their eggs in time
I know that woman will be mine
I know that woman will be mine

Worth

Worth
Artists have their works on display
for everyone's awe and amaze-ment
Those Drawings and Paintings
Everyone understands what you're saying
Because pictures are worth
One thousand words

What about mine
What are my words worth to you

Searching for clarity
and trisyllabic parity
some consistency
in my soliloquies

But understanding
3
is not withstanding
And the completionist in me
Doesn't hold a candle to
The judgements you hold true

And as your gavel comes down
upon my chest bared
The world I designed, diminished
before its finished
And you don't seem to care

And while I search for clarity
in trisyllabic parity
find some consistencies
in my soliloquies
You couldn't care less
it lacks the syntax
it lacks the facts
it lacks everything
on your check list
"It doesn't make sense!"
"It's all just petty phrases"

I am Sufficient

I am Sufficient
Funny? I'm hilarious
Crazy? I'm delerious
When it comes to you
All my words come out backwords
All these statements don't make sense

My mind glazes over
and all that's left
An afterthought
A cheap byproduct
But I hope I'll do
in your attempt at happiness

Relations are the cause of everyones
inflated egos and emotions
Claiming they'll climb mountains swim through oceans
But never sated when their alone

Back to you and me
And the love I see
disparate as it is
from any silly sentences
and cliches about my dreams
though lovely they may seem
they don't mean a thing
its reality that we share
and this mortality that we dare
to unravel at the seams

Fate

I swear I'll make something of this one day! ;)

Admission of concessions
Succession to division
We let it all go to waste
With this misconstrued sense of fate

I shall posit this to you
Control is possible its true
Everything I say or do
I choose

And while you may say
Everything has a purpose
I will say
I've yet to see that reality surface
And while you may say
It will all work out in the end
I will say
I've never really had that kind of patience

Hidden Faces

Inesse and I worked on a song over the summer. I only just got around to reconstructing the scattered mess of thoughts into something partially meaningful.

Lend me your bone broken lullabyes
As you fall asleep to the sound of my sighs
I've locked the front door
to the secrets of our nights before

The skeleton is in the closet
and it's never coming out
So you can sleep tight tonight
there is nothing to worry about

I cannot leave without you
You cannot drift away
I cannot live without you
You can't drift away

I'll try not to asleep
but that's a promise I can't always keep
The lines in your palms
Remind me of what we've done

And I'm scared for my life
Keep up with these lies
But I'm not sure I can hide
these faces anymore

A Couple Shorts

Um, I was on a bus riding home writing this one onto my iPod due to lack of the most important utensil. Thankfully I had that. *Shrug*

Brown hair brown clothes
The eyes just to match
A lively grin just right
On which I'd love to latch

A man can dream
Of night in steamy
Romance on the floor
With the girl he adores
While all alone
Writing these words on the wall
Wondering what he's gotta do
To get with a girl like you

This next one is quite a bit shorter than the already short one above, but eh.

Each ear hears differently
And my mind interprets as it pleases
So I cannot guarantee
That what you said initially
is what I'll think

So keep that in mind
And when ever we
get into fights
about who is
wrong or right
It's probably you
It's probably you

*gasp* What are these lines?!

I leave lines, they mean things. In fact, they have hidden words over them. I swear it! Just let me know what those hidden words are and I will display them for the whole word. It'll be vondervul.

Sitting on the curb
watching the world
Waiting for life
To hand me what's mine

Cuz I don't know where it started
Or where it all ends
But I know where my heart is
And what makes a friend.

Uncertain of my worth
But given such mirth,
I don't care how I fare
Or what I can't bare.

Because Here is what matters
Through every change,
And while nothing has shattered
I sit and await

Some superfluous meaning
To my random state of being.
_____________-
_____________-

So I'm done with this waiting
for my only chance.
I'll get right down to taking
_____________- (damn you things that rhyme with chance)

Can't you hear

Really not sure how I feel about this one. To be fair, its 3:41 in the morning, I'm sitting in front of a computer I've been staring at for 6-8 hours working on a damn program that refuses to reveal its faults for me to fix. I'm baffled. Anyway, *shrug*. Maybe when I sit down after a day's sleep (wait a minute...that can't be right) I'll be able to laugh at the confusing mess I lay before you.

Can't you hear the voices that I hear
Can't you hear them culling you
Can't you hear the voices that I hear
Can't you hear them call out to you

Muttering while I sleep
They cause the studders in my speech
Frightened for my life
When will I get some relief

Can't you hear the voices
Can't you hear
Can't you hear them calling
Can't you hear

Thoughtless and unquenching
their taunts are never ending.
Fearful of the day,
These monsters are just blending

Try as I might to fight
these awful creatures of my mind
Nothing that I do
Seems to keep them in line

Can't you hear the voices that I hear
Can't you see them in the back of your eyes
Can't you hear the voices that I hear
Can't you see the monsters in disguise