Insanity

Insanity

The bed is just a holder
for the smallest bit of sanity
And now I think that I may be crazy
But There's nothing left of me to treat

The soul within that's not my own
Someone else now calls me home
Lost in the sea below the world
Can I be freed where I've been hurled?

The things I see I don't believe
A pure light here has blinded me
From the sights I shouldn't see
in the place where I should not be

Cause they say they love me
They say they need me
But I don't feel they understand
who I really am
They said "Don't leave me"
They said "Believe me"
But I left them all behind
A better place I thought to find, So

I stuggle to remain in this land
As close to Earth as I can
This isn't how it used to be
I remember back when I was free

I feel a push but I resist
The tug gets harder but I don't quit
The light's so pure and my heart sinks
My hold gets weaker I'm on the brink

Cause they say they love me
They say they need me
But I don't feel they understand
who I really am
They said "Don't leave me"
They said "Believe me"
But I left them all behind
A better place I thought to find

But loneliness had conquered all
And thats when I began to fall
No one seemed to notice this
And of my body I did bequest

I hear a voice from up above
Someone that I truly love
I don't know what she tries to say
But Maybe she has found a quay

And as I reminisce my life
And all the struggles, all the strife
I weep the pain of many years
Alone I can't handle my fears

But now I know they loved
I know they needed me
And I fear I understand
Who I really am
They said "Don't leave me"
They said "Believe me"
But I left them all behind
A better place I thought to find